tension

Right now, I'm about as tense I'm capable of handling. I feel like a masterfully crafted suspension bridge. I think I've finally accepted and embraced the beautiful bittersweet mixture of maintaining gentle constant pressure on essentially every aspect of my life and train of thought. Encouraged by the persistently applied adverbs of Daft Punk's 'harder,better,faster,stronger'(i assume 'smarter' is implied) that has become my mantra recently and the sarcastic reality check of Blackalicious' 'nowhere fast' I avow that nothing less than the most rapidly developed, simplest, useful, scalable, portable, and universally distributable is acceptable. I am simultaneously caught up in the most hopeless romanticism, aggressively pursuing the things which I find most emotionally invigorating. Aggressively because I refuse to regret anything that I am capable of changing or continue to do anything with which I am unhappy.
screw relaxing.
productivity ftw.

milestone

i just watched a site go down in realtime ~5min from when i linked to it from slashdot. that's enough of a reason to start a blog i guess.